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Resting is to take a longer journey

2008-08-13T21:24:00.005+08:00

I'm writing this blog while doing my TQM assignments. Well~ it's so damn bored man!! @_@''' maybe I had been took a long holidays for almost 1 and a half month. So that's why this semester I don't really feel like doing assignments, attending classes and do presentations and kinda lazy to do homeworks! Especially Management Accounting, I hate it the most!! keep on postponing the due date as I promised myself. hehe.. :p

I remembered there is a Chinese phrase says "Resting is to take a longer journey" - (休息是为了走更长的路) I don't really know the exact phrase in English version, just directly translated it. Kindly tell me if someone knows about it. :) But in my case, resting/holidays only makes me become more lazy and lazy!! Exactly like what am i doing now. =.=

Just now got someone asked me to camwhore and then upload to my blog, so funny! ^.^ I definitely won't do that! haha.. sorry ya matt! rejected your brilliant idea. :p Maybe you should do this and let me see next time. haha.. :)

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UNFAIR!!!!!!!!

2008-08-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

Just now I've been told by one of my juniors about their final project for Dilpoma. I found that it's really really very very so so so unfair to us (the senior)!!! WHY??? It's because their badge can choose either internship or thesis. They have the RIGHT to choose by themselves!! Plus, for the junior badge, they just need to write a report about the internship which is HUGE differences from us!! Because we spent so much time on the research, questionnaires (although tipu one) and the statistical chart and blah blah blah!!! BUT, from the beginning itself we didn't get any information or instructions from the faculty that we could actually do so!! WT*... It's really really unfair to the seniors like US!!

The other reasons which i meant unfair is that our final project is marked by different lecturers, and different lecturers might have different marking scheme! That's why!!!!! NOT FAIR AT ALL!!! My friends have been complaining this matter for hundred times but still get no response!! *SIgh* Anyway, what past is past!! Just to release my angriness after i heard from my junior. Now everything is getting alright! hehe. :)

2008-05-08T19:20:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i was unable to wake up for class and i skipped it again! I've forgotten was this the 3rd or 4th time i skipped SBM class. Anyway, i think the lecturer wouldn't realize it. hehe.. :p I'm so bored at home today, woke up late and doing nothing at home. Supposed to continue doing my psychology assignment, but I'm kinda lazy now! But i have promised myself to done all the assignments before this Sunday! (Hopefully) * Pray Pray* ^-^

I'm currently in Year 2 Sem 1 pursuing my BA (Hons) Business Management, this is the most horrible semester as compared to my diploma! Wt*.... So damn many assignments, presentations, discussion, tutorial and etc.. @_@''''''''' SIEN!!!! I knew degree is memang macam tu! What to do since this is the way?? *Sigh* But the good thing in this first semester is I'VE CHANGED MY ATTITUDE TOWARDS STUDIES'. Why say so??? hahaha.. Perhaps my course mates will discover the changes toward me. Because the last-minute-work lai mei is no longer appear + exist + occur in this semester!!!! *Proud* hahahah.. i seem to be hardworking for this semester! hahaha.. The feeling of rushing last-minute-work is really bad and sien!! Finally, i can feel the same as Hui Teng - the hardworking girl in my gang! hoho!! And we miss Joanne very much!! Cause she's not joining the same intake as our gang! too bad ler cannot hear her 'horse-laugh' sound in the class anymore!! :'( But, it's ok cause we will be seeing her on july intake. hahaha.. Take care girl!! we all miss you here!!! :-* Muackss~~!!

I've found the cause

2008-05-07T06:58:00.004+08:00

OHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I've successfully found the cause of sleepless for last night (Am i supposed to say tonight? this morning? or...?? whatever it is!) I suddenly remembered that I'd taken a cup of coffee last night around 10 plus. That time my mum advised me that not to take coffee as she's afraid that it would cause me sleepless at night! But i just ignored her advice and told her firmly that 'WOULDN'T BE'!! =.=''''

OHHH!!!! Now only i realized the cause and it made me stand until the next morning (now 7am)! Now i knew how kuat the coffee is!! Memang kuat!! So 'zha dao'!! =.=''''' I should have taken my mum's advice, at least i would have slept for long time ago.. It's too late to re-re-gret... It's too late... It's too late... :'(

I wish i'll able to wake up after few hours to attend my SBM class. God bless me! *-*

There can be miracles when you believe :)

2008-05-07T06:01:00.011+08:00

I love this song soooooooooo soooooooooo much! haha.. why????? The lyrics bring me hopes, motivate me and cheer me up whenever I'm upset. Just wanna share a hopeful song. Remember, there can be miracles when you believe and when you really put in real effort in what you wanna achieve. All the best... ^-^

When You Believe

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
Just believe....

This song came from the cartoon - "Prince of Egypt"

A sleepless night

2008-05-07T05:03:00.014+08:00

It's already 5 in the morning but i still cannot get sleep. * insomnia * :'( i was rolling on the bed for about 45 minutes after finishing my SBM assignment. There were many things crossed my mind when i closed my eyes and prepared to zzzzz just now.. too many many things! So, i just got up from my bed and start blogging! :)

Life can be really really tough when there's no one for you to rely on. The force of environment, people and situation can change a person's personality, thinking, behavior and attitude. Everyone has to be adaptive into every different environment or situation in order to survive or live life easily. Because if we are unable to adapt to the environment or situation then we are just asking troubles for ourselves.

I'm not that kind of girl who thinks pessimistically, but i admit that i'm quite emo sometimes. haha! (That's why sleepless at the moment, i guess! :p) I knew there is no free lunch in this realistic world, everything is about money, money and money. Of course, money is not everything, but without money, we CAN'T do anything! This is the fact! So sad! :'( pity those poor people like me cannot do things as they wish to. But it's ok, believe in ourselves and prove to those who look down upon us that we are NOT lame and keep their bloody mouth shut!

Nothing is Impossible!! CHEERS!!!!! :)

The First Blog in My Life

2008-05-04T04:33:00.004+08:00

The first blog in my life. Actually i have thought of writing a blog previously, but just haven't taken any action until today. :) hahaha.. Can't imagine that I have finally registered an account and start blogging! :) Erm.. Nothing much to write and i got no idea what to write at this moment as it's already 4.40 in the morning.. hehe. :) Anyway, just open champagne for my first blog! :)

Cheers!!